Potter

May 31st, 2007 by pedrosantos

Too many words, too many blings.

Too bad I think you’re stupid (predictably).

Why do i always have to bump into you people?

Now i’m rambling again.

Why can’t you just stay put in that school of yours and foster the illusion there?

Cause really, it is not working out well here outside, in the real world.

       

         

I may be a hateful person, but looking at you and your kind makes me feel a little better.

In fact, I feel better already. Maybe because the guilt at ridiculing you has not kicked in yet, and probably will not kick in anytime soon. Get well. Wake up.

The Four Stages of Die-Off

March 24th, 2007 by pedrosantos

Stage 1: Drawdown
    The system begins to receive unusually heavy stress from external agents.
    This stress causes substantial damage on the system, and the system tries to recuperate.

       

         

Stage 2: Overshoot
    The stress becomes too much for the system, and irreparable damage begins. If this stage is reached, recuperation becomes more difficult, and the system prepares for self-defense - its own shot at survival.

             

               

Stage 3: Crash
    An inevitable consequence of overshoot, this stage is where the system struggles to keep balance, and attacks the source of stress. The agents of stress are eliminated one by one by the system and are reduced to a number/amount that is tolerable.

            

             

Stage 4: Die-Off
    After the crash, only two things can happen: either the system maintains a few of the original agents of stress, or it completely eliminates them (extinction). This is die-off.

Scary.

Inside and Outside

March 23rd, 2007 by pedrosantos

I’ll suck you inside, just to make you feel how far away from inside you really are.

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October 23rd, 2006 by pedrosantos

Time is too precious to be spent [or wasted] on unworthy people.

            
             
         

Sembreak.

October 23rd, 2006 by pedrosantos

Sembreak has begun.
On one hand, this is a better sembreak than the previous ones.
On another, this is worse.

I don’t know why I still haven’t gotten used to sembreaks’ being the uncertain times that they always are.
Semesters always end like this.
Their grand finale is always a huge question, the answer to which will not be revealed until the next semester.

The irritating part is what seems to be a trend: the questions seem to grow bigger each sem.
I hope that this isn’t a trend.

       

Because if this is a trend, I would not want to imagine how my sembreaks in my last year would be like. Shivers.

       
       

Meanwhile, I am watching my clock.
Tick, tock, tick, tock..

Anthrax.

October 13th, 2006 by pedrosantos

Did I hear that right?
I guess I did.
It’s weird.
I see things clearly.
Yet the people I expect to see more clearly than I do see nothing at all.

Some things just will never work out.
Some eventual mistakes arrive as seemingly great LBC packages.
Great..until you open the package.

You should never had been opened.

Can we still be friends?

October 7th, 2006 by pedrosantos

We can’t play this game anymore but
Can we still be friends?
Things just can’t go on like before but
Can we still be friends?

We had something to learn
Now it’s time for the wheel to turn.
Grains of sand, one by one
Before you know it, all gone.

Let’s admit we made a mistake but
Can we still be friends?
Heartbreak’s never easy to take but
Can we still be friends?

It’s a strange, sad affair
Sometimes seems like we just don’t care.
Don’t waste time feeling hurt
We’ve been through hell together.

Can we still be friends?
Can we still get together sometimes?
Can we still be friends?
You know that life will still go on.

We awoke from our dream
Things are not always what they seem.
Memories linger on
It’s like a sweet, sad, old song.

Barren lands.

October 7th, 2006 by pedrosantos

Barren lands are boring.
They are fatal.
No water, no plants, no life.

Most of us are thirsty, we crave water.
We crave life and intellectual stimulation.
These are things barren lands can NEVER provide us with,
no matter how far we look or how hard we squeeze.

   

Some people are barren,
and some people wish they had never gone to barren lands.

                           

                     

A late post: Raul Gonzalez versus the State University

October 4th, 2006 by pedrosantos

For the benefit of those who never had the chance to read the controversial PDI article last August, I post this. This article was published on page A5 of the August 27, 2006 issue of the Philippine Daily Inquirer.

             

Gonzalez: UP breeds destabilizers, naked runners

By Armand Nocum

THIS time Justice Secretary Raul Gonzalez has picked on the University of the Philippines school system, saying it mainly produces militant protesters and fraternity men and women who run around the campus naked.

“That school breeds the destabilizers that haunt the country year after year. They are acting as if they are the only ones who know how to run the country,” Gonzalez told the Inquirer yesterday.

He made it clear, however, that he was not assailing the entire university population because “there are many students there who are bright and good.”

Interviewed by phone while he was with President Macapagal-Arroyo in Guimaras, Gonzalez pointed to the Oblation run of the APO fraternity as another indication of the kind of students that came from UP.

“I doff my hat to them because they initiate the running of naked people… That’s also one kind of culture that they develop there,” he said, noting that women had begun to join the naked run as well which is held in December.

“Maybe we are going in that direction… there are now women running naked. I will not be surprised if they will go to school with only their books, nothing more,” he said.

Gonzalez made the statements while lamenting that UP was the site of numerous protest rallies and symposia calling for the resignation of President Arroyo.

“In every storm that takes place, UP students are in the forefront,” he said. “As a matter of fact, our history will show that since the martial law years, students from UP were the ones who went underground and fought the government. In fact, many of them went to China and never came back.”

            

         

Bomb-making in labs

Gonzalez said he came to see the militant activism of UP students first-hand during the First Quarter Storm of 1970 when then Sen. Genaro Magsaysay formed a panel to look into the violent protests there and he saw pillbox bombs being assembled in the school laboratories.

He said this was not the way the students should repay the government for giving them a world-class education.

“They should consider the fact that the state is the one paying for their schooling. Why fight the state? Why try to bring it down. I think some degree of gratitude should be there also,” he said.

He noted that UP had always been known as a “cradle of leadership” but he was worried that with the way some students there were acting, some serious questions would be raised about the “kind of leaders we will have in the future.”

But he said he was “not degrading UP per se,” but was only questioning the kind of students that came from it.

            

            

‘I am well-behaved’

He said the matter of the high “tolerance to education freedom” should be raised to UP officials and teachers during the annual budget hearing for the school.

Asked what school he graduated from, Gonzalez replied: “University of Sto. Tomas… that’s why I am well-behaved.”

Gonzalez is known for speaking his mind on most issues and creating controversy.

Earlier, when he was asked if he was going to arrest the widow of the late presidential candidate Fernando Poe Jr. for inciting to sedition when she spoke out against President Arroyo, he said she was too pretty to be arrested.

Another time when it was revealed that he was undergoing dialysis for kidney stones, he said that was not what made him launch verbal tirades against critics of Ms Arroyo.

“What does [having the] balls [to say things] got to do with that?” he said when he was asked if the painful passing of stones in his urine was the reason he was grouchy to critics and media people.

Salinggawi.

September 25th, 2006 by pedrosantos

You’ll get beat. One time.

I mean, honestly. If you were to wear our dreadful color (maroon) and try to lift spirits and cheer, your chances of winning will greatly lessen. I don’t believe in the Salinggawi charm. I just think that the color makes all the difference. You wear yellow, and the UP cheerers wear maroon. That’s why you win. That’s what they wrongly call "charm."

      

Ang bitter ko. Hehe. But really, the UP Pep has to win before I graduate.

(Don’t worry UP Pep, that’s a lot of time I’m giving you.)